giovedì 14 giugno 2012

going home(thursday..not only crap)



after a hard day work, where everything crashed over my head! OK! I'm without a partner since 2007, so now it should not be any wews for my family, but when it comes to holiday time(for the kids) everything seems to turn into drama for my parents. I let the kids go down south for 15 days, appreciate! no! it's not enough! they start..if you were still with him and bla bla's of all kinds! ok, I know, I'm poor since 2007! 


BUT I have found myself, I found the respect, selfconfidence and when I stumble and fall I know that I can get back on my feet on my own. on my home from work, I started thinking of the past five years, I have struggled so much it's hard to explain, but, I am still standing. Love me for who I am, not for who I used to go to bed with! I sleep on my own(sometimes my lillte boy jumps in my bed ..it's ok, he's my little boy and snores and sweats and moves and won't let me sleep but it's a cuddle anyway) I am still standing, with my lack of money and often with many fears but family should stand by me,not keep saying that it was better when it was worst. 


My life is made of three, me and my kids, and then my friends! I AM STILL STANDING DESPITE WHAT THEY SAY. going on home on thursday night from a hard day's work.

S.

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